luv

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It stresses me out.
It makes me stupid.
It is weird.
There are too many coincidences.
It makes me goofy.
It takes over my mind.
It makes me wonder if you are the one I want for the rest of my life?
It makes me miss you.
There are too many memories in just a couple months.
Is it crazy to do one last hoorah?
One last attempt, one last question?
Do you want to be with me?
Is that how you really feel?
Is the truth too much to ask for this time?

Heartbreak:
I stop eating
It makes me nauseous
I go to the doctor but I know what's wrong
It makes me miss you more
It twists up my mind
I wonder how we got to this place
And when it'll stop feeling like a sharp pain in my stomach
Where did the butterflies go?
It makes me wonder if I should give up on you
Too many reminders of you
How did you forget?
It stresses me out


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