The first time
Not everything will be like the first time,
He told me, and I slowed down. My friend was talking about the fact that he could no longer have a crush on me, but that isn't what made me come to a stop:it was that I realized something(s).
Pizza, donuts, and Adam Sandler
Go away butterflies, but to no use, I always get them before I see you. It is DONUT DAY YA'LL and one of my firsts without Emily. Diego takes me out for donuts and slushies, and as we leave, I get even more butterflies in my stomach. Today is the day I meet his family, and he assured me they would like me, because who doesn't like me. But as I talked to them, made them order pizza on my behalf, and laughed at their jokes, I felt confident. They were such a cute family, and Diego was cute. I didn't want to go, but my family was waiting with more pizza and movies (y kawines obvio).
We dropped off his cousin at a party and I did something I don't usually do. I admitted that I had actually talked feeling with my mother the nights before, my feelings for him. He replied by telling me that I was important to him, and I believed him. We pulled up outside of my cousin's house, and I like when he talks to me, seriously.
Te quiero Megan. En ese momento, muchos sentimientos entraron mi cabeza, tantos que senti que era mejor no decir nada, porque como siempre, el primero era que el no me debe querer. Aun no se porque me siento asi, porque siento que no merezco cosas. Pero en ese momento, senti nerviosa, senti feliz, me senti importante. And I kissed him, squeezing his hand, because this was not like the first time. I smiled, and he smiled back at me. I knew I would remember this day, guardarlo en ese parte de mi mente, under: Moments That are Worth it, because I know that he meant every word he said. I told him that he made me happy, not only because it was very true, but because I rarely say that.
KAWINES PLS:
Cuando llegue, estaban viendo peliculas, pero cuando terminaron, como siempre, nos reunimos en la cocina para hablar de chicos. Las 4 Moyas y yo. Hablamos de citas lindas, de pololeo, y de que aveces la megan se pela. LOL.
Despues subimos, y la Chio me hablo en serio. Y me encanta hablar en serio con ella, porque se que me ama y me dice las cosas claras. Me dijo que no me debo ir, porque podria perder todas estas cosas que me mantienen bien, no solo el Diego, pero todo po. Y sabia que ella me queria mucho. Y hablamos de la vida, de los vestidos topisimos, y los chicos que nos vuelven locas. Al fin, nos dormimos a las cuatro de la manana, llena de pizza y kawines.
TANTAS LINDAS COSAS EN UN DIA PO.
We were both smiling like idiots:
I think these are my first kisses in the rain
And if there were any before,
they have been erased, replaced in my memories.
I looked up at you, matching smiles,
Realizing why people find it magical to kiss in the rain.
He told me, and I slowed down. My friend was talking about the fact that he could no longer have a crush on me, but that isn't what made me come to a stop:it was that I realized something(s).
- Diego is different. We may have a lot in common, but he is not me, and I like that. We think differently, and I like the way he sees things, with his cute eyes.
- Although these are incredibly ironically similar situations, they are not the same. Getting to know him two months before I have to leave is deja freaking vu, but wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy better.
- I am falling harder than when I sprained my ankle help me.
Pizza, donuts, and Adam Sandler
Go away butterflies, but to no use, I always get them before I see you. It is DONUT DAY YA'LL and one of my firsts without Emily. Diego takes me out for donuts and slushies, and as we leave, I get even more butterflies in my stomach. Today is the day I meet his family, and he assured me they would like me, because who doesn't like me. But as I talked to them, made them order pizza on my behalf, and laughed at their jokes, I felt confident. They were such a cute family, and Diego was cute. I didn't want to go, but my family was waiting with more pizza and movies (y kawines obvio).
We dropped off his cousin at a party and I did something I don't usually do. I admitted that I had actually talked feeling with my mother the nights before, my feelings for him. He replied by telling me that I was important to him, and I believed him. We pulled up outside of my cousin's house, and I like when he talks to me, seriously.
Te quiero Megan. En ese momento, muchos sentimientos entraron mi cabeza, tantos que senti que era mejor no decir nada, porque como siempre, el primero era que el no me debe querer. Aun no se porque me siento asi, porque siento que no merezco cosas. Pero en ese momento, senti nerviosa, senti feliz, me senti importante. And I kissed him, squeezing his hand, because this was not like the first time. I smiled, and he smiled back at me. I knew I would remember this day, guardarlo en ese parte de mi mente, under: Moments That are Worth it, because I know that he meant every word he said. I told him that he made me happy, not only because it was very true, but because I rarely say that.
KAWINES PLS:
Cuando llegue, estaban viendo peliculas, pero cuando terminaron, como siempre, nos reunimos en la cocina para hablar de chicos. Las 4 Moyas y yo. Hablamos de citas lindas, de pololeo, y de que aveces la megan se pela. LOL.
Despues subimos, y la Chio me hablo en serio. Y me encanta hablar en serio con ella, porque se que me ama y me dice las cosas claras. Me dijo que no me debo ir, porque podria perder todas estas cosas que me mantienen bien, no solo el Diego, pero todo po. Y sabia que ella me queria mucho. Y hablamos de la vida, de los vestidos topisimos, y los chicos que nos vuelven locas. Al fin, nos dormimos a las cuatro de la manana, llena de pizza y kawines.
TANTAS LINDAS COSAS EN UN DIA PO.
We were both smiling like idiots:
I think these are my first kisses in the rain
And if there were any before,
they have been erased, replaced in my memories.
I looked up at you, matching smiles,
Realizing why people find it magical to kiss in the rain.
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